So frustrated & annoyed, boyfriend says it's ok?

My first time was horrible, felt like a dagger. I bled as well. Untill your cherry pops it may hurt. However the discharge could be a yeast infection which may add to it. Tell your mom about the discharge and she will take you to the doc and not even suspect. I think also you r sooo nervous your muscles tensing up is making it more painful. you need to relax. Your worrying about this is making it worst. Lubricants are good. They may help. But i really think its a combo of nerves and maybe a yeast infection which are very common. Im not gonna lie the first time is never good for the woman but....it doea get better. Boo if u want people but id rather this young woman know the truth than suffer thru. Ok now that i did the cool mom thing please...use protection. U sound like a smart girl so i bet you already thought of that/!!